Thou shouldest see
Jesus saith unto her, Said I not unto thee, that, if thou wouldest believe, thou shouldest see the glory of God? (John 11:40 KJV)
It seems a little foolish, but after I received The Lord and his wonderful assurance , I have had a time with just believing him.
I know you don’t have that problem, but I have. It had been getting easier as I get older and that’s a relief. I have never been disappointed by God when I executed that faith! I have seen his glory over and over again. Healing in my family, self and others.
Restoration of backsliding brothers and sisters in The Lord, salvations, financial difficulties over come and on and on.
What has helped me in my lack of belief is the scripture that says, “whatsoever is not of faith is sin” look it up! I handle my unbelief as sin! confess it, tell my Father I am sorry and go on by faith. We all struggle with our journey on different levels, so hang in there, he hung in there for you! He also waited patiently for you, so cut him some slack!!!